Adjective: abstain.
1. To refrain from something by one's own choice.You lean in to kiss me, gently weaving your fingers into mine.
My breath catches, and then quivers upon exhale.
Feelings so alien to me, rupture in my chest.
I was going to kill you.
But now, I abstain.
Soft pink lips caress my neck.
I bet you can feel the blood pumping.
Every beat, exploding emotions Ive never felt.
I was going to spill your blood upon this ivory floor.
And now, I abstain.
