Ruminative.

Adjective: ruminative.

1. Deeply or seriously thoughtful

Simply you speak.
Thought and feel emanate.
And I hear only one tone
as each phrase passes

from your lips.
Your eyes remain deep
with an intimate,
ruminative edge.

Struggle.

Noun: Struggle

1. An energetic attempt to achieve something.
2. An open clash between two opposing groups (or individuals)
3. Strenuous effort

I struggle.
I struggle with you.
To read what your eyes don't show.
To understand what your words don't say.

I struggle to feel how you feel.
To interpret what you mean to me.
I don't know what you want.
I don't know what I want.

I struggle.